The drawing in my new header

I actually got the idea to change my header after reading a comment in Rainbows blog. I searched the net for awhile but couldn't anything that would describe me and then I decided to use a drawing that I drew myself during my late teens, when I was at university.

I thought I would share the meaning of this drawing. At that time in my life I felt really alone and enclosed in a world I didn't want to be apart of, it was a place where I felt cold and naked. The crow in the picture was the "Night Raven", a fictional bird that I linked myself to in poetry, it's place in the drawing was that although dark and harsh as ravens/crows may seem, it had the ability to be free of this enclosed room through the only window available. I pinned up the picture in my room and not long after, and maybe a combination of meeting The Man, I released I was never trapped by the world but by myself, once I let go off those feelings I was a new person and it is who I am today.

I never kept any of the other pieces of art work I did except this one, I like to look back on it and now see the shell I left behind and that I am as free as my heart wills. I'm still boring but I can be exciting like one of those playground things that makes you go round and round till your hysterically dizzy and just want to do it again.

But I am the Boring SAHM so to end...I knitted a whole ball of yarn on my 4 year old scarf, it's half done now!